Brake up to wake up

I had a wonderful weekend that just got flushed down the drain by my now ex . He really gets under my skin , in a way that no one has every done before. As a woman we have to take the high road . If not you just look crazy!!! I called my best friend Ambition cried on her shoulder and drank some wine and we just talked and talked . She brought up something that just made me laugh. She says these dude lucky we don't go to their homes and mess up their whole life's the shit they put us through , and she's right. I write this to say no matter what he puts you through at the end know that you gave that relationship your all, and you don't deserve to be put through hell when you know damn well you have more important things to focus on like life!!!


This is Marie over and out.

music makes me jump

It’s funny to me how I’ll be in my bed lazy as hell and then all of the sudden a song comes on and totally changes my mood. All of the sudden I’m up cleaning the house from corner to corner getting things done that I’ve should have had done months ago. I’m writing this to say if you’re lazy but you know you have things you need to get done, put in some good ole music and trust me when I say this: YOU WILL GET THINGS DONE

Real friends have arguments

I just had the biggest fight with my friend. It was one of the worst fight we've ever had. She's like my aces spades so this really get to the core. I love her so much and it just Funny How me and her will fight for our friendship but if we're and a relationship with a man we won't fight for them as hard. This is to show you that your real friends arent your real freinds if you are able let them go . Me and this girl met two mutual friends and I've learned to bond with her and away I can't explain I really gained another sister. If I need anything she is there supportive to the fullest. I So happy that we're real friends that we can fight and make up the very next day . (insider) we are boys for real.

This diary entry is dedicated to my best friend cutie lol (insider)

Rainy Sundaysss

So today has been a bad freakn day. I hate when it’s that time a month. I’m cramping in rolled up in a ball. I want to just punch someone in the face, and spray them with some mace, lol just playing .I’m happy that today some of my favorite TV shows are back on this Sunday, Glam fairy, Big Rich Texas baby. Even though my favorite shows are on right now I’m so excited for Monday. Mondays are me and the boos day off together. So basically it’s my boo loving day .This September it will be a year of us being together. Me and my boo have had so many ups and downs and were still getting to know each other. I’ve been in a couple of relationships and at those times I thought I was so in love until I met him. He is the meaning of love to me, he makes me so happy and at the same time he drives me mad. Love is never perfect, but he tries to make sure that I am perfectly happy and I love him for that

 

These are just some of the random thoughts of Dejah Marie on the rainy Sunday.

Dejahs thoughts

I feel like sometimes I keep doing the same thing over and over again it’s really time for a change. I’m so ready to make thing happen for me. I have so many wonderful ideas that I would love to explore. It’s just that I nervous that I won’t succeed. I really need to stop and smell the coffee. While I’m sitting here being lazy others are making things happen for them starting business, finishing school just really making a name for them self. So here’s my plan for this month .first things first I’m going to look into going back to school even if it’s taking a couple of courses that will better my craft. Then I will evaluate the people in my life if there just sitting around not doing anything with them self I’m letting them go , not because I don’t care about them it’s because I don’t want anyone holding me back. I feel as though it’s important to have people in your live that are doing better then you that way you can see what they are doing and progress yourself .I’m ready to finally take control of my life and show the world what I can do and that’s change it . I’m ready for a better tomorrow and that’s why I’m taking charge.

 

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